Medicine is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!

Again problem of shortage of medicine…..it is driving me crazy. Every time I am explaining why we are having of this shortage…..but I don’t know if these people don’t understand my language, or I am having problem in conveying my message. At every meeting I am criticized for inadequate medical supply, and I need to explain again and again that we cannot provide 100% free medical service. I have told the story of medical supply from the place it is given, to the point it is prescribed to the patients, the policy and limits, so precisely that every time at the end I think no one will question me again. But when they change their seat at the same meeting the question is again asked. Two, three days ago, in provincial health committee coordination meeting, shortage of drug was again targeted and once more I had to tell the whole story………Unfortunately one of the highest officials of UN in BDK rose the possibility of haif wo mail of medicine in PH………It made me crazy……..and since the meeting was very official, I just answered officially………….while I needed to give him a tough answer……And today in hospital management meeting, again shortage of medicine become the headline of agenda………and it was raised by the person who herself knows the root of problem……..it made me so angry that I could not control myself and answered with a harsh voice and tone…….when I finished talking I looked that everyone was quiet, and understood how much harshly I have answered. When the meeting finished I apologized the lady whom had raised the question, and for talking harshly……….. now it was her turn to talk the same way I did………….